Something I’ve been thinking about a lot, lately. I put it perfectly, tonight, when I was talking to a friend. It went something like this:
“I think that it is important to focus on right now– on loving Jesus and loving others– not about the end, when God will pour out his wrath, or whatever people think is going to happen. Not focus on how we got here, but on Who got us here– Who brought us through.”
…I just don’t know what to do. I don’t know. I want it to all make sense; I want to quit going back and forth about things; I want to know what to do. Essential questions: Can I grow it? How long will I fight these battles? Can I handle the closed-mindedness and simply pray that God will open their eyes and ears to other possibilities while focusing their hearts? Can I? Am I strong enough? Am I way off track, here? Am I alone? …Can’t it all just come together? Am I missing something, God?